There is one night, Eve, Wil, Chr n me were chatting and wking in the office till late. We went for a puff and have a nice time chatting and asking each other questions of individual preference for the person we like. Chr was not with us as he was busy with all his paper wk. So he actually miss out the fun :(

They asked me wat type of guy I am interested in. Well I have high expectation of course not 5C a must but my own personal expectation.

1. Not wishy washy in concern to relation (I hate guys who r po po ma ma like my 2 ex)

2. Must be mature in thinking even though he can be younger or same age as me

3. Can b a drinker but not creating issues when drunk(I hated guys who r drunk and creat issue for me to settle)

4. Must b able to understand my wking hr n suitation (would b best if from the same industry)

5. Like me for who I am (i can b very sturborn and I dun like to quarrel esp small issues)

6. Really care n concern for me and siayang me (which gal dun right)

7. A little beng beng style would b nice (give me a scence of security n protection)

All my relations are long term unless there are inforseen issue that has happen. I can be a very caring and nice gf but I am a very direct person once I given up on a relation or certain issue, I will never change my mind no matter how much effort the person has put in. I have very good patient and very good temper, I have never blow my temper to any of my ex b4 expect for 3 of them. (1 bad drinking habit, 2 po po ma ma) Only after breaking up, then they regretted. To me is, it is too late, I have given up. In my older blogs I did mention all my relation, thinking back.....

3 were Malaysia (2 planning to get married but didn't)
Reasons:
1 of the unsuccessful marriage is from KL. I know I was not ready and I was still young. He is a Japanese Sous Chef a very caring and nice guy who fetch n send me home n wk by his bike. He also cook for me Japanese food that I only like to eat. Our age gap is 10 years diff, so roughly able to guess how old I am at tt time.

2nd unsuccessful marriage is from butterworth. Due to his bad drinking habit this 5 years relation is gone w the wind. He loves to drink and his style is a bit beng beng type. He always start his hero style once he is high and I always need to look after him. The worst is we always quarrel on small issues once he is drunk. Only when waking up the next morning then he is sorry for everything. I give up when I can't take it anymore.

1 more is from Ipoh but this relation we have muture understanding and went our own way to find the other half.

The rest of the relation are all Singaporean (5 relation)
Resons:
2 were wishy washy and cant decided for themselve what they wanted and looking for. Both split behind my back and I have their close friends who are all my god-brothers tell me wat the F they are doing. Once and for all I given up hope on them.

1 parents objection due to still young for both of us. He doesnt wanted to let go actually not even after we break. But his mum is too persistent in objecting.

2 came after me wo me knowing they have gf and when I found out they told me feelings w gf is not there any more. wtf being a guy or myself have to be responsible, no feeling dun led ppl on anymore. It will hurts even deeper when the other party found out. That is very selfish. This is esp when we are not married, but if married then no choice have to think of a way to slavage the relation. Unless there is really no more hope or methods.

Well I told them, Human being has a special feeling... Among all the bf/gf u have if you take the tiem to recall back all the memmories. There are few whom look alike and there are few whom attitude n character are alike. I myself in all the relation, more than half are drinkers, more than half they look slightly alike, more than half are beng beng style very protective of me. All actually treated me very good but too bad they are not the one for me.

I have always prepared myself to go for single life unless the one n only half has appear and he is the one whom I know is mine only.

Been in SCC for 3 weeks and like wking there. Everyone is like a big family, helpful, friendly and easy going expect 1 or 2. This year is my 1st year enjoying F1 while i was wking with the fantastic views in pandang area. Hearding the sound alone was fascinating and exciting. Didn't get a chance to go over to Amber Lounge where my ex-coll are :(

The next function that is coming up is Rugby 7s which is another big event which is much more worst than F1. On my 1st day to wk, my boss given me personal orentation since the HR are not doing anything. I am greatful to him for all the informations that he has given me and the high expectation he has for me. He bring me to Dempsey Field (Old Tanglin Field) to have a look and planning for changes over there. Getting our self prepare for catering service for next year as Pandang field will be use for National Day from next year on. He has the intention of putting me overall incharge of future events in Pandang field and Dempsey field in future catering operation. It means I have alot of contact with my assistant bar manager Chris in future.

To what I realised the whole of F&B Management Team are all new except for my area The Oval whom K.C have been there for 20 over years and Banyi who has been promoted, both of them are my close wking coll in Oval. In Oval we have a new RM Aru. In Pandang there is Raju Matire'D, Wilson & Jeremy Assistant Matire'D. In Main Lounge, we have Angeline Main Lounge Manager. Last but not least in Bar Operation we have Harry Bar Manager & Chris Assistant Bar Manager. All these coll that I have mentioned are less than a year in SCC but we wk like a family :) Our darling xiao mei, Evelyn who is the F&B Exe to Michael our Boss are too like a family in wk.

Working in so many hotels and restaurant, this is my 1st experience in club and it is so much diff in every aspects. No politics, everyone like a family, managers having our meal together after busy lunch operation, etc.

Min 3 years is what I normally given myself to stay in a new environment. Mayb I might stay longer. My longest service so far is 6 years in CONRAD and 7 years in n out of my favourite place NEW OTANI. New work, new environment, new coll, new challenges and new expectation. Who know maybe a new relation will be coming but i dun think so la? Hahaha....

Another of my dearest darling is getting marry soon. Who is it?? Make a guess... Hahaha... Is our dear rongrong & davis :) Very very happy for the both of them wor.. hahaha.. Wondering who will b next??? hahaha... could it b david lim or joanne oh??? hahaha...

Ready can't wait for the big day to come.. hahaha.. Rongrong & Davis how long do we need to wait huh?? Need any help with any planning, I will surely help. In the group of darlings I have, I am e oldest and wendy is 2nd and yet both of us will definately b e last to get married (I believe so ba) hahaha.... No matter which darling getting married, I will surely help them as much as I can :)

Yesterday I was looking though some of my stuffs and suddenly Cat's wedding came to my mind. I took the DVD montouch and watch it again. Times files and it can b such a wonderful memories. The fun, the joy, the happiness & the hardwork are all worth it for such a joyoys occassion. My god brother Aaron's wedding, Nelson's wedding, my classmate Michael's wedding are also sweet memories that have never left me although it has pass for more than a year. All e wedding I have assist and plan for my dearest friends & god brothers are forever wonderful and memorable. Although have to wake up early in the morning 5am and getting prepared for the arrival of the groom to fetch their beautiful wife, it's still worth it. While thinking back of these wonderful memories, eyes wil become watery. Watery in a way of happiness that can't b tell using words alone.

I know I might not even get the chance to get married but I will still b very happy for all those whom have already found their other half and settle down, as well as those whom are preparing for the big day to come... All my darlings must remember, no matter how busy I am I will definately help as long as you all needed me :)

It has been 9 months I have not blog at all. Nothing to blog or a bit lazy to blog, both I think. Well I have also been shaking leg at home for almost 9 months after I left Sentosa Resort & Spa Beaufort.

Glad to have left the place. Why I say so??? It is a very nice place to work. A very easy and relaxing environment. Who would not like to work in a place like this??? I work there for 1 years plus and those who know me, will know my character and my style of working. I prefer to work in a fast pace environment and I can b very protective of my staff (b it causal labour of full time) which causes few incidents of me quarrelling w other department such as security and FO. I believe I have alot of enemies there too... haahah.. I do not want myself to get too used of the slow and relaxation environment. I do not want myself to become lazy and not been able to get used of the town life in future.

Saying about enemies, I think I have alot through out my working life. I am someone who is too serious when it comes to work but of course I will enjoy myself once work is over. I can scold someone till he/she cry. I have also scold someone till he/she left the place. I am someone whom do not like ppl to disrespect me if he/she wanted my respect esp during work.

Saying about protective of staff. I can scold tt someone whom is my senior for making my collegue cry. Tt is what I hate most esp when not declaring what is wrong and just shout and scold someone whom is soft and not out spoken. No matter how a person wan to show their authories does mean they have to treat the junior in a nasty way.

To me I am someone who loves commanding & controlling. That is one of e reason y I loves banquet so much. I like ppl to respect me in a way they are not scared of me but in a way they treat me as someone whom they can look for. I believe I have did it in a way or another.

Now my planning is for my future and what I wan to do. I wish to get wat I wanted by age 35 and going for a degree course in MDIS. Now searching for a better offer job and starting to settle what I need to. My target is to clear all necesscary settlement within 2 years and saving for course within another 2 years. I planning to go for Degree in Event & Convention Management which now cost almost $25K and I believe 2 years later will be around $30K. Saving for 1 years will be enough I think.

My dream is to open a pet shop restaurant where by pet n their owner can dine together. Another dream is to open a Event & Convention Company. I believe this can only be done so b4 I reach 40 so that at e same time my dad can let go of his painting company which he started when he was young or let someone runs on behalf of him. I would like them to go for tour around and relax themselves.

Now is the month of November.... Finally waited for 1 year for it to come again after I have given up due to examination for my course. YES!!! Guess What??? Subaru Impreza Challenge is here again!! YES!!! Guess What??? I got in again this year. This year will be a Regional Challenge where there will be participants from overseas. Do you think they will be the final one standing or we Singaporean will win and bring us proud?

Last year I stand for 11 hrs and give up due to my exam. So Sad :( at that point of time. Know a few new friends from the challenge, maybe this year they will join too. Have prepare myself for the challenge, taken leave and not planning any programme. Too bad :( one of my colleague has invited us to his pre-wedding party on the 9th Nov and I can't attend. My parents went fishing and no one at home but my eldest brother and sis-in-law with my dear niece will come to show support as well as my dear gal gal and bubbly.

Well many of my dearest friends and colleague have given me support and wishes even b4 the challenge started. One even suggested to bring a 3G phone in order for them to support me at my colleague party. LOLX.. Not sure who will come an support me but still Thanks Everyone for the "JIAO YOU" hahaha...

Have a feel of last year how it works so this year no problem to handle it. The whole process is fun...

Morning 7am Registration will start.
After Registration done for all 1st Round Qualifier (Be the 1st to call through Radio Station once you heard the Impreza Challenge Announcement), we will queue to pick pin pong ball from a enclosed box to qualify for 2nd round. (If the ball you pick has no Number, you can go home for a nap)After 2nd round Qualification, we will be issue T-shirt with our No. that we pick.
Afternoon 1pm the challenge started.
Evening 7pm, the most precious moment comes for all challenger "5 MINS BREAK". (you can eat, smoke, drink, go toilet with in the 5mins, but dun forget to get back to your car b4 the 5 mins ended of you will be OUT)The cycle continues till the LAST PERSON STANDING and he/she will be the winner of a SUBARU WRX 2.5L.

WOR... This year die die also must stand there. HAHAHAHAHA....

Recently been watching a taiwan show, It's my Destiny. In this show, it's about a gal whom is so common and not popular has found her destiny after an accident one night stand in a cruise with a rich guy whom is actually waiting for her gal whom is a ballet dancer. This gal become pregnant and married to this guy but in this guy heart his most love is his ballet dancer gf. He is being force to marry the gal and this gal knows that he is waiting for his love to be back. She is a very understanding gal but to save the island she is born, she promise to marry the guy and after giving birth to the child, she will leave him. As time passes, while waiting for his gf to be back from the tour performance, he spend a great time with his wife(being force to marry) and slowly falling in love with her without realising. The guy's gf was back due to she was been sack for leaving without permission the day before the grand performance. She realise that her bf cares alot about the baby and the gal(his wife). Afraid of losing him, she did a terrible act by meeting the gal and giving her a false agreement that the guy wanted her to sign for an abortion agreement. Without finding out the truth, she misunderstood the guy and run away. Without knowing what really happens, the guy giving chase and an accident happen. Until the day she had an accident and lost the child, then the guy knows he really loves her and the unborn baby. He was force to sign an operation agreement in order to save the gal but she has misunderstood him that he doesn't want the baby at all. After the incident, she left to Shanghai for a new start of her life to forget him. After 2 years, they met again and only then realise alot of misunderstanding between the both of them have happen. After few incidents, then they are finally together. It's a sad, funny and nice show with a perfect ending. Sad when she miss out the opportunity to be with the guy she loves, only after she is gone then the guy realise that how important is she in his heart. Funny when her mom n 2 elder sisters come to screen. Perfect ending when she finally knows how much both of them loves each other and how important both of them are to each other after so many happenings in their life. After wasting 2 years and missing out the opportunity of telling each other how important and how deeply they loves each other, they are finally together.

When will my destiny appear? I also didn't know and wouldn't wanted to think so much. In my love life, I have few relations but all doesn't work out. Reasons being no one appreciated me only after we broke off. Guys are all the same isn't it.

My 1st relation is when I was in secondary school. His name is Haisong, Singaporean, 1 year older than me. We broke off due to his mum is against it because we are still school. I initiated the break and he left home just to prove that he wanted to be with me. I didn't want to affect his studies and his relation with his mum and so I advice him to go home and lie to him I have no more feelings for him.

2nd relation is when I 1st step out to work at New Otani Singapore. His name is Stephen, Singaporean, also 1 year older than me. This relation is short because I found out that he is one of my friend BF.

3rd relation is at New Otani Singapore. He is a Japanese Restaurant Sous Chef. His name is Alex, Malaysian and he is older than me 10 years. He is a nice guy and treated me very well. He will send me home every night after work without fail. We ever think of marriage but after all it's doesn't work out. Maybe it's because I'm still young and playful and I rejected him.

4th relation is also at New Otani Singapore. He is a barman at Trader Vic's. A very sweet guy name Justin, Malaysian, older than me 1 year. Perhaps he is the 1st guy that my tears drop when we break. He is still thinking of his ex-gf and so we decided to end the relation.

5th relation is also at New Otani Singapore and this is the longest relation that last almost 5 years. He is a banquet captain, name Eddie, Malaysian, older than me 5 years. This relation is a sweet and at the same time it's tough. He loves to drink and he brings me to where ever he goes. I give up after I have enough of all the quarrel after our 4th year relations. He ask me for another chances to start the relation all over again but I can't. Why??? Just because my heart is dead and tired.

6th relation is from SPF. His name is Darrence, Singaporean, older than me 6 years. This is the saddest relationship that I have gone through. It took me almost 2 years to forget, forgive and let go of this guy. He break my heart just because of a China bitch. Imagine I lost 10kg after we break off and I cried each and every night whenever I think of him. He has given me the most happiest memories and also the deepest impact in my heart.

7th relation is also from SPF. His name is John, Singaporean, older than me 5 years. After all the relation I have gone through, I didn't want to put in so much effort anymore. This relation I broke off because he doesn't knows what he wanted. He is so indecisive. I have given him alot of chances to think and decide what he really wants. He even patch up with his ex-gf without me knowing until I found out from my god-brother. After break off, same thing happen. He ask me for a second chance and I told him. No because I have a BF and he is very good to me so I didn't want to go back to the indecisive guy. He didn't believe me and thinks I'm lying to him which it's true that I'm lying just wanted him to let go.

After all these, I have decided to keep my door close and to concentrate on my career to a higher level. Although I am now an Assistant Banquet Operation Manager, I want to go higher.

I have someone in my heart, he is younger than me 3 years and I am holding on to the feeling to prevent it from going deeper as I know in my heart, we might not be possible because we are both fighting for our career. I did told him how I feel and at the same time I also told him, I'm holding down the feelings for him. He did told me that he is surprise how I feel for him and at the same time he is also building up his career.

I have decided to leave Singapore for a job in Macau. Maybe this will be a better option for me. Of course I miss all my dearest friends here including my family. After all true love and my destiny is something that I think in my life will not happen or will not even really appear. So my main concentration is still my career. It's tired to get hurt and to stand up again after each and every relation. So when will My destiny to appearing. Let's wait and see ba............ but at the main time is still CAREER 1st till it's appear.

Hiaz... so fuan... There are offers for me to go oversea to work as a banquet assistant manager but should I go? It's a very good offer and the salary is good. The monthly salary is around $4k-$5k SGD and they do have allowance for house rent. Tt's good isn't it? The place is in Macau and if I go I will b staying there 3 years at least. The air tickets will be pay by the casino hotel thro n fro and if I decided to return early after a year or so it will b pro-rated. One of my ex-coll is there too n as per her information, last year their bouns is 3months. OMG tt is alot compare to Singapore. It's a good and tempting offer but I will miss all my friends definately.

I have no burden in hand and I am alone so It's a good chance for me to go for more exposure. But to leave my friends and family for 3 years can I do it???? This is one of the question in my mind. At the same time it's a good chance for me to widen my career prospect. I really dun know. 3 YEARS and I believe it will pass very fast if I really dodecided to go. Few of my friends encourage me to go cause they know tt career is in my blood.

Well will send my resume and shall see from there if it is successful. If it is then Macau I will be there. Will definately miss alot of ppl if I fly and tt someone will forever in my heart n remain s a friend.

Some time ppl say : It's never easy for a career women to find the one they love cause they are too successful in their career and man are inferior to it. It's true I fell...

Hi Hi :) After a week from my Bday finally have the chances to blog and presents all my Bday pressie from all my dearest friends and coll. Having real fun during my Bday in MOVIDA, almost around 50 plus guest have turn up.
Really thanks my sister Wendy and Elly from Movida to help with bringing and extending of my guest list from 20 to 35. Really fun fun nite but of course a little disappointed cause someone is sick n cant make it. Haha she also helps me to control the chivas cannon in order for it to last. She is my bouncer for the drink.
Thanks for my dearest gal gal Grace for helping me to drink as well as Yan Yan if not I sure drunk man.
Lastly thanks for all the friends who have open bottles of chivas n martell as a pressie for me.

Here are all the pressie ;)

This present is from WEIQI & PEISI
GUCCI PERFUME


This present is from WILSON, YAM, HANNA, SELINA & VICTORIA
TIFFANY & CO MONEY CLIP


This present is from my EX-BF JOHN
HELLO KITTY WITH BISCUIT IN IT


This present is from I'm Sorry cause I really forget who give me this present
LADY BAG


This present is from Lorrain
SPORTY LADY BAG


This present is from Regine ;)
LOVELY LITTLE PIGGY & A MAUNAL MESSAGER


This present is from Sebestian
A NICE NECKLACE


This present is from WAYNE & SHARON



This present is from ADRAIN & GF
GUCCI 2 PERFUME


This present is from ELVIS, DON & GF
HUGO BOSS PERFUME


This present is from YANYAN :)
MINNIE MUG


Thank you for all the presents and all for making my Bday a wonderful and memorable